"Know who you are in Christ"
I didn't know who I was so the world defined me... It started all innocent pretty girl, bossy, ugly, best dressed, smart girl to quiet then fast girl. Then it was most hated, bi sexual, cute to sexy, to baby mama to girl friend to , side chick, bank teller to senior operator, to promiscuous, pill popper, to depressed then lost... Never just Chanel Then I met my pimp and he told me that I was to drop the old identities and pick up a new one beautiful, intelligent, talented, charismatic, hoe,hustla, go getta, bitch to sexy black, to slut and the list goes on...The new identity left me more depressed and lost to contemplating putting a bullet to my head...Never just Chanel I didn't know who I was outside of what I did for a living and the labels placed before me in the world.... In a conversation one night a pimp just flat out told me "I can't help you only God can" Since that day I've been trying to figure out just what he meant by that. I...